never.ending.love.for.you_____x.

Saturday, January 29, 2005

wahh.. been ages since i last logged in to blog le.. sch started le.. and things were nortt going very smoothly.. and loadsa thingy happened.. including frenship and etc.. and ever since our sisitaz scattered tu different classes.. we seems tuu drift further away from each other.. and dere were some relationship probs too..btw my sisitaz and her stead..haix.. sec 3 life really sian lohhss.. somemore we all today cip..very sian..cause wif 3/9 mahhss.. nortt sian mehhss..

i really miss 2/10 alott.. haix..


i noe we sistaz would neberr be together like before....
but tell me the times together would remain in ur heart ferreberr as memories..

`two tenerx defiance party ]]#

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
11:40 AM

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

haha.. today very sian arhh..go ferr giudes learn that si ren dance.. wa lou..ha.. but now at cheiu pei jie jie de hse..ha.. got zhi li.. jie jie.. zhi jie and pei ling.. i was forced to eat steamboat.. haha.. den got chat chat abit.. nvery fun.. nw 10 plus le i still haven go home.. haha.. den got a chat with zhi jie.. den tok tok.. lucky mummy neber call and ask mie go home.. at home sho sian de.. haix.. tml still need to go to sch.. sian diao.. got si ren marching..haix.. sian.. hao le lahh..sian le..

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
10:24 AM

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

[#] i gOt a head Of scattered dream
[#]i totally disappointed in you.u were no longer the `you that i had known
[#]wat has actually cause the native,simple girl that i had known in the past tu changed?
[#]where has the days we had gone tu?
[#]where were the old u?
[#]heaven pls return the old her to me..
[#]why don she understnd anything i done ferr her
[#]tell mie y?

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
3:04 PM

Sunday, December 19, 2004

haixx.. sian.. blog under construstion.. long time neber come in an write le worx.. thanx tu my si ren com lo.. haixx.. today not in a very good mood.. felt very the.. err.. how shld i put it?.. jus in a very bad mood loh.. sho sad.. sook ee and ning ish going tu malaysia for their bbco.. haixx.. celebrating the xmas without them.. i felt sho lonely.. despite got so many sistax.. they are among those that are closest to mie.. looks like i m going tu shopping alone.. anyone wanna accompany me mahh?.. don have bahh..

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
5:52 AM

Thursday, December 02, 2004

i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM


i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM


i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM


i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM


i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM


i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM


i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM


i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM


i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM


i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM


i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM


i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM


i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..




s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:24 AM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

i went to sgh today to visit my cosin..she jus had an operation.. see her like in pain like that.. very hurt.. sure to be very painful de.. den i tried to tok to her.. but she can only open her eye and looked at us..like very tired like that.. really very hurt.. but when i looked at the other paitent.. i m more hurt.. they are really very ke lian.. some are jus a little kid only.. y shld they suffer jus being born into this world.. its jus sho unfair to them.. they shld be enjoying childhood..sobx.. err.. how come i m listenig to this song arhx?[listenig to final fantasy x soundtrack.. sounds very very sad leh.. this song..]

went to sch to buy my book today.. den went to lot 1 wif ah bu and kelly.. kelly too happy to c tt personn at the bookshop le.. hahaz...[he really that handsome merh?]den saw the christmas edition de Me To You bearie.. SHO KAWAII NEH!really sweet lorx!i really love it alot! it is wearing a white hat wif a very beautiful star and a scaft wif a star on it too! i really love it!but i had no $$.. sobx.. sho sad.. i really like it.. really..den saw a golden tigger as well! really sweet too! my favourite tigger dear! hahaz


jus feeling sho sad that i don seem to understand him.. and wat he ish thinking lerh..
haiz..

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
9:08 AM


i went to sgh today to visit my cosin..she jus had an operation.. see her like in pain like that.. very hurt.. sure to be very painful de.. den i tried to tok to her.. but she can only open her eye and looked at us..like very tired like that.. really very hurt.. but when i looked at the other paitent.. i m more hurt.. they are really very ke lian.. some are jus a little kid only.. y shld they suffer jus being born into this world.. its jus sho unfair to them.. they shld be enjoying childhood..sobx.. err.. how come i m listenig to this song arhx?[listenig to final fantasy x soundtrack.. sounds very very sad leh.. this song..]

went to sch to buy my book today.. den went to lot 1 wif ah bu and kelly.. kelly too happy to c chun yang at the bookshop le.. hahaz...[he really that handsome merh?]den saw the christmas edition de Me To You bearie.. SHO KAWAII NEH!really sweet lorx!i really love it alot! it is wearing a white hat wif a very beautiful star and a scaft wif a star on it too! i really love it!but i had no $$.. sobx.. sho sad.. i really like it.. really..den saw a golden tiger as well! really sweet too! my favourite tigger dear! hahaz


jus feeling sho sad that i don seem to understand him.. and wat he ish thinking lerh..
haiz..

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
9:08 AM

Sunday, November 21, 2004

y shld my daddy jus control me the kind of frenx i made?even ks? jus bcos of that particular photograph of wee leong? jus bcos wee leong had ang gong?he would jus say that the kind of frenz i am messing wif are very bad guys?.. dere are ppl out dere to be good ppl as well..jus bcos ks call me back.. he even lost the trust of his very own daughteri jus don wish to tok abt it too much.. i hate ppl to control wat i wan to do.. it goes the same to making frenz too.. i hate them..

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
10:46 AM

days had passed
hours had sliped away
every second seems like an agony for me
since the day you left.

your face
your smile
your care
and your everything
keep flowing through in my mind.

i think of
the moments we shared
the days we spent together
the sweet memories we had.

i wish we can be like before
i will be waiting for you
right here waiting for you.

____________

dreamxstarx`
allrightsreserved

______heart to heart talk______
your tagboard here.

me_______
crystina.
seventeen.
251187.
ex-riversidian.
wishlist______
pmk tee.
laptop.
slim down.
money.