lostt in my very ownn paradisee off starxz

2005-01-29T11:40:00.000-08:00

wahh.. been ages since i last logged in to blog le.. sch started le.. and things were nortt going very smoothly.. and loadsa thingy happened.. including frenship and etc.. and ever since our sisitaz scattered tu different classes.. we seems tuu drift further away from each other.. and dere were some relationship probs too..btw my sisitaz and her stead..haix.. sec 3 life really sian lohhss.. somemore we all today cip..very sian..cause wif 3/9 mahhss.. nortt sian mehhss..

i really miss 2/10 alott.. haix..

i noe we sistaz would neberr be together like before....
but tell me the times together would remain in ur heart ferreberr as memories..

`two tenerx defiance party ]]#

ha..sian..

2004-12-29T10:24:00.000-08:00

haha.. today very sian arhh..go ferr giudes learn that si ren dance.. wa lou..ha.. but now at cheiu pei jie jie de hse..ha.. got zhi li.. jie jie.. zhi jie and pei ling.. i was forced to eat steamboat.. haha.. den got chat chat abit.. nvery fun.. nw 10 plus le i still haven go home.. haha.. den got a chat with zhi jie.. den tok tok.. lucky mummy neber call and ask mie go home.. at home sho sian de.. haix.. tml still need to go to sch.. sian diao.. got si ren marching..haix.. sian.. hao le lahh..sian le..

wat ish frenzship tu you?

2004-12-28T15:04:00.000-08:00

[#] i gOt a head Of scattered dream
[#]i totally disappointed in you.u were no longer the `you that i had known
[#]wat has actually cause the native,simple girl that i had known in the past tu changed?
[#]where has the days we had gone tu?
[#]where were the old u?
[#]heaven pls return the old her to me..
[#]why don she understnd anything i done ferr her
[#]tell mie y?

haixx

2004-12-19T05:52:00.000-08:00

haixx.. sian.. blog under construstion.. long time neber come in an write le worx.. thanx tu my si ren com lo.. haixx.. today not in a very good mood.. felt very the.. err.. how shld i put it?.. jus in a very bad mood loh.. sho sad.. sook ee and ning ish going tu malaysia for their bbco.. haixx.. celebrating the xmas without them.. i felt sho lonely.. despite got so many sistax.. they are among those that are closest to mie.. looks like i m going tu shopping alone.. anyone wanna accompany me mahh?.. don have bahh..

i really need u by my side

2004-12-02T04:24:00.012-08:00

i realised that i really need to hab a shoulder to cry on..
i need someone to hold my hand and led me out of the darkness zone..
i wan him to share my joy..
i wan him to be dere wen i m feeling sho down..
i wan someone to care and love me..
i need someone that would brothers to care whether i'm sad or happy
i m still a girl after all..
like anyother girls..
i dream of finding my true love..
i dream of a warmth hand that holds my hand..
i dream of grazing e nitez sky wif u..
where i fall asleep on ur shoulder and feeling sho secure..
cheering me up when i m jus sho sad..
things neva turn out that way that i wanna it to be
heaven played a prank on me..
i was hurt and my heart scattered to a million pieces..

i really need u by my side

2004-12-02T04:24:00.011-08:00

i really need u by my side

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i really need u by my side

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i really need u by my side

2004-12-02T04:24:00.008-08:00

i really need u by my side

2004-12-02T04:24:00.007-08:00

i really need u by my side

2004-12-02T04:24:00.006-08:00

i really need u by my side

2004-12-02T04:24:00.005-08:00

i really need u by my side

2004-12-02T04:24:00.004-08:00

i really need u by my side

2004-12-02T04:24:00.003-08:00

i really need u by my side

2004-12-02T04:24:00.002-08:00

i really need u by my side

2004-12-02T04:24:00.001-08:00

i really need u by my side

2004-12-02T04:24:00.000-08:00

sadistic

2004-11-23T09:08:00.001-08:00

i went to sgh today to visit my cosin..she jus had an operation.. see her like in pain like that.. very hurt.. sure to be very painful de.. den i tried to tok to her.. but she can only open her eye and looked at us..like very tired like that.. really very hurt.. but when i looked at the other paitent.. i m more hurt.. they are really very ke lian.. some are jus a little kid only.. y shld they suffer jus being born into this world.. its jus sho unfair to them.. they shld be enjoying childhood..sobx.. err.. how come i m listenig to this song arhx?[listenig to final fantasy x soundtrack.. sounds very very sad leh.. this song..]

went to sch to buy my book today.. den went to lot 1 wif ah bu and kelly.. kelly too happy to c tt personn at the bookshop le.. hahaz...[he really that handsome merh?]den saw the christmas edition de Me To You bearie.. SHO KAWAII NEH!really sweet lorx!i really love it alot! it is wearing a white hat wif a very beautiful star and a scaft wif a star on it too! i really love it!but i had no $$.. sobx.. sho sad.. i really like it.. really..den saw a golden tigger as well! really sweet too! my favourite tigger dear! hahaz

jus feeling sho sad that i don seem to understand him.. and wat he ish thinking lerh..
haiz..

sadistic

2004-11-23T09:08:00.000-08:00

i went to sgh today to visit my cosin..she jus had an operation.. see her like in pain like that.. very hurt.. sure to be very painful de.. den i tried to tok to her.. but she can only open her eye and looked at us..like very tired like that.. really very hurt.. but when i looked at the other paitent.. i m more hurt.. they are really very ke lian.. some are jus a little kid only.. y shld they suffer jus being born into this world.. its jus sho unfair to them.. they shld be enjoying childhood..sobx.. err.. how come i m listenig to this song arhx?[listenig to final fantasy x soundtrack.. sounds very very sad leh.. this song..]

went to sch to buy my book today.. den went to lot 1 wif ah bu and kelly.. kelly too happy to c chun yang at the bookshop le.. hahaz...[he really that handsome merh?]den saw the christmas edition de Me To You bearie.. SHO KAWAII NEH!really sweet lorx!i really love it alot! it is wearing a white hat wif a very beautiful star and a scaft wif a star on it too! i really love it!but i had no $$.. sobx.. sho sad.. i really like it.. really..den saw a golden tiger as well! really sweet too! my favourite tigger dear! hahaz

jus feeling sho sad that i don seem to understand him.. and wat he ish thinking lerh..
haiz..

sadistic

2004-11-21T10:46:00.000-08:00

y shld my daddy jus control me the kind of frenx i made?even ks? jus bcos of that particular photograph of wee leong? jus bcos wee leong had ang gong?he would jus say that the kind of frenz i am messing wif are very bad guys?.. dere are ppl out dere to be good ppl as well..jus bcos ks call me back.. he even lost the trust of his very own daughteri jus don wish to tok abt it too much.. i hate ppl to control wat i wan to do.. it goes the same to making frenz too.. i hate them..

really lov art!

2004-11-19T09:24:00.000-08:00

wahx..today really fun lehx.. the art scuptlure de thingy.. atot went to sch very early to start our work.. we really enjoy today's activites!.. today arhxz.. we need to put cement for the formation that we had did yesterday usin wires.. haixz.. yesterday we sit the whole day and today we stand the whole day.. omg.. my backbone very painful lehx.. den luckily gort miss ho to help..and i m really proud of my scuptlure.. hahaz.. den the mr chua aslo really help alot.. in the end .. we did not add on mosica like the other grps did.. cos wat we do ish figure..den some gp like yati and gang do de ish very nice.. with the mosica.. but the sec 1 gerl and gang do de nort nice.. the mocisa spoil everything.. den later we are washing the tile ..[ helping zul and gang] and we had alot of fun.. playnig wif water and chatting.. really happi..!=)wew only use mosica for the base.. with some stones , black and white mocisa..den ms apaau was like walking and admiring them.. [well.. actually many chers like tan wee liat..ms choo.. mr khoo(-.-'') mr billy goh..and ms sim and many more..very fun.. kekex..i continue tml bahx.. suddenly crying..

thanx to ppl that really care for me..[korx.. ks..]
sorri guys.. i jus don feel like toking abt it..

very tired.. but really love it..

2004-11-18T08:36:00.000-08:00

todae very very tired.. lolx.. cos i went to attend the art scultpure couse.. 2day ish the sec day marh.. den sit the whole long day sitting downand twisting wires.. wahx.. very tired.. but i' doing sumthing tt i like ..ART! hahaz.. den my dear sook ee was acompanying me.. we aslo chat abt many thingy.. hahaz.. including some guys..hahaz.. tmml will be the last day le.. hahaz.. mommy wanna use fone..haixz..

boring day.. missing u again..

2004-11-14T08:58:00.000-08:00

todae quite sad larx.. cos my mummy sick mahxz.. den todae ish her birthday lehx.. sho sad..cause we intended to go ahjisen eat de.. but in the end neva go lohx..den go to IMM in the afternoon.. went to dasio and brought a small small drawer to kkep some of my 'sai' larhxz..hahaz..den went to the bookshop and brought a book..sumthing like a novel.. story abt jay chou.. very similar to his MV in wat song huhx?.. i aslo forgot lehx..hahaz.. very nice.. i finish readig it le.. very romantic and sweet story.. den my didi went to look for his PS2.. but don have lorhx..haixz.. now feeling quite sick.. scrapbooking again.. sho sian sia.. haixz..

me arhx.. sho long neva tok to him le..den our conversation damn sian..i think he don like me bahx.. i mean.. in the point of frenx.. nortx tt kind of 'like'..he used to be someone that i rely on sho much..when i m happi or sad.. he would always be the one that i will call..wateva good news and bad news.. i would share wif him..i would jus cry out all wat wateva i am sad abt.. he ish the first guy that i cry 'infront' too..i can jus tell him everything.. like a big kor kor like that.. and he would take of mi de.. but like nortx like before le lehx.. dono y..

sian.. siao liao.. gaining weight! omg!

2004-11-13T05:32:00.000-08:00

wah sei..so long neva cum in and write liao.. thanx to my si ren com larh.. like shti de.. hahaz..wah seh... mi really gain alot of fats.. thanx to my 'dear dear' qing larh! go eat ajisen den ask me go..den she eat like siao sia..yesterday she eat one bowl of ramen.. den hor.. one cuo pf ice lemon tea.. den oe monster ice cream. i gort share the ice cream wif her larh..den hor! the 'pathtic' part is cuming.. she order a bowl a bowl of ramen again.. den cannot finish..force me to finish..omg..for two days the same thing lorh.. wah liao..like shit.. i getting so fat lorh.. wah sei..haixz.. today damn sian lorh..now at kelly hse den can type my blog.. hahaz.. but six muz go back home sia.. today.. sian sian de mi.. scrapbook my book again.. and was cleaning out my room.. me clear away alot of books to make space for my comic.. me need $75 sia.. to buy my comic.. 4 alice 19th de.. 7 for yi tasubasa9( i think tt ish the spelling bahx..sian larhx.. my ben nu ren kelly ish nagging again..kkiex.. stop here liao..

sickness ish contagious..!

2004-11-10T20:57:00.000-08:00

haixz.. aslo donno wat has gotten into my di di.. sick sho long le.. still haven cure sia.. sho worried.. he was okiex in the morning.. but cuming to the nitez...he would star to shiver and say that he was very cold.. don really noe y.. really hope i am a doctor sia..
jus now eveing.. gortx a blackout again.. at the sam etime when i was bathing sia.. omg.. history repenting again sia.. i think on monday bahx.. siame thing happened to me agian.. jus as i was bathing lorhxz.. like shit.. same time reading comic as i was bathing sia.. like shit.. hahaxx..
^praying for my didi to get well..^

thanx hohx kelly.. help me 'steal' dental care de booklet..hahaxx.. thanx.. u really help me alot in my badge sia..hahaxx..

:: Death Note ::

2)how to use the book:if the course of death ish written within 40 sec of writing the person's name, i will happen

what shld i say abt 2day.. kanasai only..

2004-11-09T22:34:00.000-08:00

2day seriously damn damn boring.. gortx that si ren guides..but quite meaningful..cos learn alot of knots thingy for guides.. sia larhxz.. this last guide camp will determine whether i can promote mahxz.. omg.. a very difficult situation.. cos the seniors are cuming to 'inspect' sai..omg.. like shit.. guides really vry difficult to promote..* filpping through my proficincy badges de thingy.. see which one i can earn*.. hmmm..donnoe wat happen to kang sheng.. he say his hand injured on the hand in his nick.. omg..

do lurve really hurt.. indeed.. lurve don jus hurt.. it sux too.. it make life sho miserable and pain.. despite lurve making the world beautiful.. it really don seem' beautiful' to me.. i hate to be in lurve..

reading my latest bao beix comic..naming [ Death note] really love that book sia.. too worth it le.. sho cheap.. $5.00.. for a good comic.. hahaxx..

:: Death Note::

1)how to use the book:the human whose name ish written in the book will die

really hate to be in the loved.. i really hate to..

2004-11-06T09:45:00.000-08:00

2day arhxz..really damn damn sianz..follow my mummy go market shopping.. hav my lunch damn damn early sia.. omg..make me so hungry.. 2day gortx company of my moo moo niu niu.. violet larhxz..hahaz.. me tok to her abt everything under the sun sia..hahaz..me gortx tok to her abt my sistaz.. den abt of her dear dears[ actually ish her sistaz they all lorhx..] hahaz.. our class gortx 'mulit racial'[ including ju-on..alien..chicken king] but her klass ish animal farm..got moomoo.. oinkiex etc..my ah bu on e hp.. abt housing of the furture..she got that from discovery channel and the national geograpical..hahaz..really sweet sia.. gortx 300 storey.. damn chio..serious..hahaxx..2day my brother sick sia..den nv go and buy PS2.. sian..i aslo wanna play.. hahaxx..like shit.. my tution starting soon.. hahaxx.. my e-maths and 'a'-maths tution..like shit..next yr muz work hard lo..

2004-11-04T06:56:00.000-08:00

hahax..last nitez mi very lazy.. nv come in and write.. hahaxx..cos came back from the class chalet mahx.. really gortx alot to write sia.. hmm..lets go back to yesterday bahx..hahaxx..
3/11/2004 .+. cLaSS cHaLeT.+.
10.00am__going to the chalet with kelly,zhu ming,sook ee,yap pi,gordon,lincoln..reach dere at abt this time bahx..hahaxx..
11.00 am__going to the chalet and explore around the dirty beach dere.. kanasai..gortx dead fish sia..hahaxx..den proccess to the swimming pool..gortx the 4 naked boiz.. smoking and swimming at the same time sia..hahaxx..
1.30pm__having our instant mee lunch and trying to get ourselves dry under the sun..hahaxx.. den went on to play the poker cards..den the person who lose need to drink water..omg..
//kEllY\\ 13 cups of water sia..
//yI qInG\\ 8 cups sia..
//wHee LyNN\\ 3 cups..sho lucky..
//YaP pI\\ 9 cups..
// zHi JiE\\ 6 cups..including 1 kelly de..
// Wee LeOnG\\ 20 cups bahx.. cos he finish the last "GIANT' sip of water.. that shld count as 6 cups bahx..hahaxx..
3.15 pm__ rent bicycle and cycle! teach pat to cycle..teach until i vomit blood.. me still bring her around on the bicycle lerhx..* vomit blood*
6.00pm__ preparing to go home! but came back 3 times to take photos etc..like shit..

^ really had a very good time with my sistaz..[ zhi jie and wee leong my sistaz?] but will really keep this piece of memory in my heart..hahaxx..

okiexx.. back to 2day le.. hahaxx..2day gortx ppl to morning call me hahaxx..den when reach lot 1 damn early sia.. like ghost like that searching for kelly and my ah bu.. that ben nu ren nv pick up hp..=kelly..haix..that trip quite fun larhx..

^ suddenly found out my ah bu..really change alot alot alot sia..haixz..she apeal was successful.. but don think i will be happy with her animore.. haixz..^

ks. sorry to make u late..really sorry.. somemore still longbang me go lot 1.. thnx hohx.. really sorry as well..

thinking of u again.. why.. i shld be forgetting u ..

2004-11-02T08:35:00.000-08:00

haix..2day damn damn sianx..tml going to my class chalet! yarx! so mi 2day be good.. go and attend guides..hahaxx..learning some new knotting.. indeed nort a wasted trip..hahaxx..den go to meet sook ee and my ah bu.. suddenly me realised that as i lokked at her.. i found that my ah bu changed alot.. really..jus gort this thought my ah bu ish no loner that ah bu i used to noe.. no longer..she has changed..
aft sook ee and rui ning ened their co..[ by the way.. pei ru played really well in gu zhen sia..hahaxx..got to listen to a free performance..hahaxx..] me and sook ee went to kelly hse to take back her wallet.. den me and sook ee tok abt wei xing and 'a'.. me jus like trying to forget him.. i want to.. but i jus sorf of remembered him.. all the bad memories..haixz..but good to sook ee..wei xing ish gotten give himself a cahnce to find out more abt sook ee.. kekexx... good for sook ee..hahaxx...
very sianx..call ks..but he nv pick up..call tommy..he nortx at home..calll kelly..she outside..buying hp..nortx her..but her mummy..she wanna x400..but cannot..unless she got 70% and above for Percentage.. good lohx.. i got nth de.. sianx..
buried myself with my bao beix comic.. hmmm..muaching on my chocolate.. my god.. getting fatter..hahaxx..chocolate made me feel better sia..
// are u the one that i am waiting for?\\

kekexx..my new blog sia..hahaxx..

2004-11-01T05:47:00.000-08:00

wahx wahx gortx back my blog finally.. hahaxx..now toking to tommy...lame larhxx.. yea! the class chalet is cuming sia larhx! very excited sia larhx..hahaxx..haixz..very sad sia larhx..don wanna separte from my dear dear class lerhxx..really love my class too much sia larhx.. haixz. really miss my class sia larhx..despite having some bad memories..i still think that our class ish the best sia larhxx..the best class in 2004 sia..really don wanna go to my sec 3 class lerhx.. like kanasai lorhx.. all the ppl damn sian like that..somemore that ant get into the same class as i do.. kaox..my bad luck sia larhxx..haixz..tha post exam was really the best memories of my class.. took some photos..think will be puting in our class mag barhxx..hmmm..think going ice-skating will the class soon bahx.. think i will organise a trip to go to the beach somday for the class..really look forward to the class chalet sia.. hahaxx..[ listening to maroon 5's <> now] sweet wohx..very nice..hmmm..jus back from swimming and we went in to the stream room..me,kelly,sook ee and my ah bu.. had lotsa fun..kekexx..somemore that si ren wei xing nv get to the topic when toking to sook ee.. kanna by us.. hahaxx..
^twotenwouldneverbegone^
ks thanx alot for retriving my blog.. hahaxx..tommy..if u happen to come to my blog..jus wana tell u thanx..hahaxx..hmmm..looking forwards to going to rambling the nitez sky wif u and haikal and my ah bu!
wahxx seh.. busy sia.. tokng to so many ppl on-line hahaxx...